Dear Diary...

Today was not such a great day; I feel like shit - a massive sore throat, I feel stiff - although I had a good time at work, I managed to get a lot done but I took my afternoon off. I went home, had lunch, managed to get a few things done and felt asleep while watching America's Next Top Model. Urgh! I still feel like shit! And this afternoon I was supposed to help a friend and I screwed up! Urgh again! Why am I that clumsy? I'm clumsy in my relationships, I'm clumsy with things, with myself, I hurt myself all the time... How do I manage to do all that?